Im really not enjoying myself as of lately. I have been very hot headed and stressed out. Logan is topping the scales with his crankiness. Its a daily thing with him. He constantly is whining and screaming about something. And as of a maybe 2 months ago he stopped taking his normal nap. He takes naps but only when he wants to and never in his crib. Im really not sure I can take it much more.
I have been very over tired and feeling like Im the only parent. Justin is around but not around the way I would like. I feel like I do it all and no Im not going to ask for help. I expect him to know I need help. But he is upstairs still sleeping and its 8:30 am. I think I should be the one sleeping. I woke up with the baby at 5am and didnt get back to sleep till 6am! Am I going to complain to him, nope because I dont have the energy to fight with him. It will all build up and come out at once.
Oh, I shouldnt be complaining. I do have it great. Logan is a great little boy when he isnt screaming or whining about something. He is so smart and loving. I love him to death. Mason is such a good baby. He is very quiet and just takes in his surroundings. He seems to only cry when he is getting changed but what baby likes to be cold? Justin and I do have a great relationship. We seem to butt heads more than usual as of lately but I believe we are a great match for one an other. He compliments my negitives and postives while I do the same about him. And no matter how much I complain about his flaws I love him so much.
I need to find an inbetween for myself. I need to find a stress relief so I dont hit my boiling point. Maybe concouiling will help. Im really concidering it for myself.
Well parent duties are calling my name. Its now just about 9 am and Im ready to explode. Im so mommy out!
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